Am truly blessed to have the kind of friends I have....
Where else will you find friends whom you completely piss of like anything n still they ll talk to u sanely..
Well I have to go now..
have to catch my train back home..
yippie...
I ll be seeing all my friends very soon....
Love you all...
Bye..
Friday, May 19, 2006
Thursday, May 18, 2006
SHIT...............
holy shit....
Am sure this is a mystery that even John Langdon will not be able to solve....
WHY THE HELL DO I ALWAYS HURT THE PEOPLE WHOM I LOVE.....
love as not only in the love of two enamours, but the love thats based on nothing else but just trust...
Please forgive me...
One last time...
Hope am not again asking for too much...
please, please, please.....
holy shit....
Am sure this is a mystery that even John Langdon will not be able to solve....
WHY THE HELL DO I ALWAYS HURT THE PEOPLE WHOM I LOVE.....
love as not only in the love of two enamours, but the love thats based on nothing else but just trust...
Please forgive me...
One last time...
Hope am not again asking for too much...
please, please, please.....
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Saturday, May 13, 2006
GOOOOOOOOOOGLE
Quick how many services do google offer... search, gmail, talk, blog, picasso, groups, earth, maps......
well just go n check it urself...
http://www.google.com/intl/en/options/
Quick how many services do google offer... search, gmail, talk, blog, picasso, groups, earth, maps......
well just go n check it urself...
http://www.google.com/intl/en/options/
Friday, May 12, 2006
Theres a lot to learn...
Most of my final year seniors are about to leave the college now to explore newer realms of life n world...
I was talking to one of them a few minutes back and I realised that I have a lot to learn from them, epecially in terms of how to go about life n especially in diplomatic galleries..
half of my sem exams are over.. 3 more papers starting monday..
So I took a break n decided to add something to my blog...
Most of my final year seniors are about to leave the college now to explore newer realms of life n world...
I was talking to one of them a few minutes back and I realised that I have a lot to learn from them, epecially in terms of how to go about life n especially in diplomatic galleries..
half of my sem exams are over.. 3 more papers starting monday..
So I took a break n decided to add something to my blog...
Friday, May 05, 2006
Gosh...
I had faced a situation earlier where one fine evening I was talking to my life n the next morning she simply wont talk to me... At that time I didnt even knew what hit me...
But know that I know everything( or so do i believe...), I guess I have no regrets about it (or do I??)...
And am again facing kinda same situation...
Only that this time its me whose on the other side...
Hope it doesnt strain our relationship...
you are the only one of a kind that i have (...should I say that by default I typed "HAD" )
but the very thing that I was proud of in our relation turned out to be the thing that hit me wham in the face...
N come to think of it this time i was about to change the things b/w the two of us....
Hope am still able to tell her all that I want to..
Oh God, I need help...
Last time, when no one was ther, it was you who came to my rescue...
but theres no one now...
what a pitiable creature am I ....
Needing someone all the time N just when I thinkI have them, something hits me so hard that I simply become blank n numb...
not knowing what happened...
why does it always has to happen with me...
why..
why ...
why me of all the people...
Dont I deserve anyone...
If its like that then atleast pls tell me so so that I stop expecting anything out of life...
coz when u expect something u build a dream around it...
n when u wake up.. u have a smile thinking about that dreammm...
but then stark reality hits u hard that it was only a dream...
n even before u knowu r walking along the shattered pieces of ur dreams...
it doesnt matter whether they hurt u like shradded pieces of glass...
coz by that time u ve become too numb to anything, even to the very pain that caused it...
But i guess theres always a new dawn....
its just that I should stop expecting anything outta life n be contend with whatever i get...
what do i wanna say...????
I dont know....
nothing new in that.....
just that once again I need someone who ll be able to tell me what i want to say...
Argh... another dream....
nops am awake....
no more expectations...
good bye world for the time being...
hope I study something n clear the exams...LOL
will anyone pray for me....
naah another expectation.., another dream.. another temptation...
good bye world...
Theres always a new morning after every night....
Its just that maybe am moving along with the night into new territories....
PS::: Pls dont try to make heads or tails out of it... u wont be able to ..
coz even I cant....
GOOD BYE>>>>
I had faced a situation earlier where one fine evening I was talking to my life n the next morning she simply wont talk to me... At that time I didnt even knew what hit me...
But know that I know everything( or so do i believe...), I guess I have no regrets about it (or do I??)...
And am again facing kinda same situation...
Only that this time its me whose on the other side...
Hope it doesnt strain our relationship...
you are the only one of a kind that i have (...should I say that by default I typed "HAD" )
but the very thing that I was proud of in our relation turned out to be the thing that hit me wham in the face...
N come to think of it this time i was about to change the things b/w the two of us....
Hope am still able to tell her all that I want to..
Oh God, I need help...
Last time, when no one was ther, it was you who came to my rescue...
but theres no one now...
what a pitiable creature am I ....
Needing someone all the time N just when I thinkI have them, something hits me so hard that I simply become blank n numb...
not knowing what happened...
why does it always has to happen with me...
why..
why ...
why me of all the people...
Dont I deserve anyone...
If its like that then atleast pls tell me so so that I stop expecting anything out of life...
coz when u expect something u build a dream around it...
n when u wake up.. u have a smile thinking about that dreammm...
but then stark reality hits u hard that it was only a dream...
n even before u knowu r walking along the shattered pieces of ur dreams...
it doesnt matter whether they hurt u like shradded pieces of glass...
coz by that time u ve become too numb to anything, even to the very pain that caused it...
But i guess theres always a new dawn....
its just that I should stop expecting anything outta life n be contend with whatever i get...
what do i wanna say...????
I dont know....
nothing new in that.....
just that once again I need someone who ll be able to tell me what i want to say...
Argh... another dream....
nops am awake....
no more expectations...
good bye world for the time being...
hope I study something n clear the exams...LOL
will anyone pray for me....
naah another expectation.., another dream.. another temptation...
good bye world...
Theres always a new morning after every night....
Its just that maybe am moving along with the night into new territories....
PS::: Pls dont try to make heads or tails out of it... u wont be able to ..
coz even I cant....
GOOD BYE>>>>
well gmail, after being out for about an hour n half is back now n I must say a hell lotta people out there were as busy commenting about it as myself...
I guess everyone wants his 12 secs of fame LOL...
screen shots here...
I guess everyone wants his 12 secs of fame LOL...
screen shots here...
http://org72.zorpia.com/0/1700/10881791.eb0ed0.jpg
http://org72.zorpia.com/0/1700/10881794.6ca5a4.jpg
http://groups.google.com/group/Gmail-down/
browse_thread/thread/3c6fac6aa62724a6/9be0c4b51d2aaf96
IS gmail DOWN???
well I had logged into my gmail account, was working alright, all of a sudden inbox just refused to open up. I closed the window n tried opening it again.. but it said
502 Server error...!!!
Its been more than a five mins I guess but it still failed to open up..
N its still not working I believe..
Phew...
And I thought I was a pretty grown up n matured person.. But when I faced the first real test of life I was completely clueless as to how am I supposed to go about it... Well these things were pretty good when discussed about in G.D.s n all that but now I know lifes is not all a bed of roses...
As for myself.. had the physics pracs yesterday.. was the worst ever prac I ever did simply coz I didn t feel like doing it LOL.. well actually it wasnt all that bad.. did the experiment gracefully.. just that didnt do the other half coz I was pretty bored up by that time so I submitted the paper n left the lab..
Have my Engineering Practise Workshop Prac today n i guess that would be intresting coz atleast its something thats useful in day to day life n not some stupid spectrometer experiment to calculate the wavelenth of different colours.. I mean hello a class 8 student knows the range of VIBGYOR ...
anyways ... this blog is a great thing.. atleast I have a place to put myself down somewhere....
And I thought I was a pretty grown up n matured person.. But when I faced the first real test of life I was completely clueless as to how am I supposed to go about it... Well these things were pretty good when discussed about in G.D.s n all that but now I know lifes is not all a bed of roses...
As for myself.. had the physics pracs yesterday.. was the worst ever prac I ever did simply coz I didn t feel like doing it LOL.. well actually it wasnt all that bad.. did the experiment gracefully.. just that didnt do the other half coz I was pretty bored up by that time so I submitted the paper n left the lab..
Have my Engineering Practise Workshop Prac today n i guess that would be intresting coz atleast its something thats useful in day to day life n not some stupid spectrometer experiment to calculate the wavelenth of different colours.. I mean hello a class 8 student knows the range of VIBGYOR ...
anyways ... this blog is a great thing.. atleast I have a place to put myself down somewhere....
Hmm...
well, the only constant is a change.. but how good a change is , it cant always be gauged all that easily...
You always try to do your best, but sometimes it isnt appreciated at all, you become a culprit, it hurts somewhere deep down there..
I don't know what to say... am all blank n emotionless..
Tears rolled down my eyes when a friend hung up on me but immediately I got a call from home, n I never knew I could control myself so quickly, but thankfully I did...
I trusted someone n I still do TRUST her.. even though she walked out on me about an year ago but i STILL trust her coz I believe in her...
I want to trust others N its not all that easy but I know one thing that if I trust anyone, I have no qualms about it.. coz when you trust anyone, you trust them with your life, no questions are asked and you are ready to face the consequences no matter what...
Its completely your decision whether you can n want to trust a person or not.. But once you do, make sure no questions are asked as to why you do trust that person..If its not so then its not trust but just a feel good with a person for the time being.. Its just like the way you trust yourself, no matter what, you always consider yourself to be correct.. Its the same when you trust someone else.. no matter WHAT that person is never wrong, if anythings be wrong then its the situation which makes the person appear wrong...
well, the only constant is a change.. but how good a change is , it cant always be gauged all that easily...
You always try to do your best, but sometimes it isnt appreciated at all, you become a culprit, it hurts somewhere deep down there..
I don't know what to say... am all blank n emotionless..
Tears rolled down my eyes when a friend hung up on me but immediately I got a call from home, n I never knew I could control myself so quickly, but thankfully I did...
I trusted someone n I still do TRUST her.. even though she walked out on me about an year ago but i STILL trust her coz I believe in her...
I want to trust others N its not all that easy but I know one thing that if I trust anyone, I have no qualms about it.. coz when you trust anyone, you trust them with your life, no questions are asked and you are ready to face the consequences no matter what...
Its completely your decision whether you can n want to trust a person or not.. But once you do, make sure no questions are asked as to why you do trust that person..If its not so then its not trust but just a feel good with a person for the time being.. Its just like the way you trust yourself, no matter what, you always consider yourself to be correct.. Its the same when you trust someone else.. no matter WHAT that person is never wrong, if anythings be wrong then its the situation which makes the person appear wrong...
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
SHIT ON THIS WORLD... Big time....
why do I say so...
well here I am, sitting in the airconditioned computer lab of my college..
I thought I ll come here, relax a bit in the cool air(its scorching hot with high humidity out there..)n then try to study(remember my sem exams are going on...).. I check my mail.. n heres this mail by someone stating shes gonna date tht person (if u r reading this ..^*^&%^%)..
arrghhh....^&^&^*(^%$*&^*&)()^$&^)......
I hate this place.....
I hate everyone....
including u....
why do I say so...
well here I am, sitting in the airconditioned computer lab of my college..
I thought I ll come here, relax a bit in the cool air(its scorching hot with high humidity out there..)n then try to study(remember my sem exams are going on...).. I check my mail.. n heres this mail by someone stating shes gonna date tht person (if u r reading this ..^*^&%^%)..
arrghhh....^&^&^*(^%$*&^*&)()^$&^)......
I hate this place.....
I hate everyone....
including u....
My first n only poem so far...
dedicated to my life whos no more with me...
am sorry for what ever happened n the way thins turned out...
N it hurts but finally I know its time to say goodbye....
"AM LIFELESS WITHOUT YOU"
" The aura of your beauty
The charm of your smile,
the warmth of your company
the serenity of your presence.
These are but a few things
that I miss.
But the saga of your friendship
is something that I am gonna adore
for the rest of my life.
coz it was only after I met you
I knew I have met life.
Life's a precious gift
and friends like you
are accolades of life
Life's precious
and you are priceless.
I know this
coz I've bathed in the gleam
of your friedship
And I never thought I'll have to
but its time to bid adieu
So I say the Good byes
with only one hope one desire
That may when we meet again
on some crossroads of life
Its only the good time we talk of
and let the rest be forgotten about"
dedicated to my life whos no more with me...
am sorry for what ever happened n the way thins turned out...
N it hurts but finally I know its time to say goodbye....
"AM LIFELESS WITHOUT YOU"
" The aura of your beauty
The charm of your smile,
the warmth of your company
the serenity of your presence.
These are but a few things
that I miss.
But the saga of your friendship
is something that I am gonna adore
for the rest of my life.
coz it was only after I met you
I knew I have met life.
Life's a precious gift
and friends like you
are accolades of life
Life's precious
and you are priceless.
I know this
coz I've bathed in the gleam
of your friedship
And I never thought I'll have to
but its time to bid adieu
So I say the Good byes
with only one hope one desire
That may when we meet again
on some crossroads of life
Its only the good time we talk of
and let the rest be forgotten about"
"WATCH YOUR WORDS"
one more thing...
Things that you might do when you are too oblivious of the rest of the world, especially the things done n words said w/o thinking abt the consequences might inflict the worst ever attacks on yourself.. You can be your worst enemy if you dont think wht r u doing n wht r u saying..
I guess I lost a great friend coz of my actions.. though we still talk to each other but I know I have lost it..
Like its said by the great Indian poet Kabir in one of his "doha"'s
"rahiman dhaaga prem ka , mat todo chatkhaaye..
tode se phir naa jude..
judi to gaanth par jaaye..."
mean...
"Dont break the threads of love/friendship/relation..
coz once broken, it wont be the same..
even if you are able to patch it up...
there will always be the knot.."
I never intended to hurt you or anyone else..
I never wanted the things to be the way they turned out...
I guess you believe that you lost a friend coz of me..
n may be even she thinks the same...
but trust me it was never my intention..
I didnt even know where my actions will lead me to..
and that I guess, was my only fault...
love you a lot..
n am sorry..
hope you forgive me...
sometime...
one more thing...
Things that you might do when you are too oblivious of the rest of the world, especially the things done n words said w/o thinking abt the consequences might inflict the worst ever attacks on yourself.. You can be your worst enemy if you dont think wht r u doing n wht r u saying..
I guess I lost a great friend coz of my actions.. though we still talk to each other but I know I have lost it..
Like its said by the great Indian poet Kabir in one of his "doha"'s
"rahiman dhaaga prem ka , mat todo chatkhaaye..
tode se phir naa jude..
judi to gaanth par jaaye..."
mean...
"Dont break the threads of love/friendship/relation..
coz once broken, it wont be the same..
even if you are able to patch it up...
there will always be the knot.."
Sorry to you P.... ,
I never intended to hurt you or anyone else..
I never wanted the things to be the way they turned out...
I guess you believe that you lost a friend coz of me..
n may be even she thinks the same...
but trust me it was never my intention..
I didnt even know where my actions will lead me to..
and that I guess, was my only fault...
love you a lot..
n am sorry..
hope you forgive me...
sometime...
hmm... well my sems pracs are going on tr now.. Had my chem pracs today.. did it well i guess.. The thing is, even if I know what I am supposed to do, I dont feel like doing it..
I guess am yet to grow up n get matured.. n I thought I was not a kid..
anyways.. Am in such big confusions all the time, especially when it comes to ppl around me.. I have just got over one big chunk of a hell.. n I guess I ve gone rt straight into another....
cant make heads or tails out of this..?? Dont worry, no one can.. and those who can make me too happy n then put me into deep shit..
take care all of you.. bye..
I guess am yet to grow up n get matured.. n I thought I was not a kid..
anyways.. Am in such big confusions all the time, especially when it comes to ppl around me.. I have just got over one big chunk of a hell.. n I guess I ve gone rt straight into another....
cant make heads or tails out of this..?? Dont worry, no one can.. and those who can make me too happy n then put me into deep shit..
take care all of you.. bye..
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